Tuesday, September 8, 2009

yesterday and today.

Today I miss camp a lot. Well actually since I have been back in school, I have been missing camp a lot. I miss the people, I miss all of it. I'm not a fan of sitting in a classroom, its really lame. I don't really feel satisfied with where I am anymore and I absolutley do not like the feeling as if I'm alone all of the time. I know that I am never alone because the Lord is always with me... I taught that to my campers every friday. Sometimes it's just hard to really grasp it. Is that even okay that I just said that?! I'm hoping this is normal and that eventually all will be well but as for now I just feel like im drowning in unsatisfaction. I do not really feel the same, actually I'm pretty sure I'm not the same. Okay, this is really lame and depressing so ill tell you about my yesterday.
Yesterday, I went with Alice' to her grandma's house in Baton Rouge for a little labor day bbq action. We had a lot of fun. A lot of funny things happened and at the end of the day we made a list of about 25 funny things. We listened to funny pandora radio stations... some being T.I., The Beach Boys, Ne-Yo, and Demi Lovato. We went to Perkins Rowe and met with a friend so she could eat... that was funny with in itself. We realized that we are simply too poor to purchase anything from Anthropologie... so instead I took a rock from the outside. We found a wonderful Gucci perfume sample in a magazine, so we tore it up and put it in the vents for some nice gucci air freshner. Those things do not even come close to putting a dent in the funny things list.

It was really good to get away for a day, especially with a very wonderful friend. We had a lot of catch up time and a lot of Jam time.

I will share some photos with you of the funny day we had.

The clouds in the first photo are beautiful. I took this when we were almost at her grams house.
The other two.. well if you cant purchase anything from Anthropologie, may as well have a small photo shoot outside of it!!


  1. "drowing in unsatisfaction" --- honesy I feel you on this...I wish I had some profound life changing thing to put here, but all I can tell you is to only look to Him..He is truly the source of all true Joy and in Him will you be satisfied. I love you! I am so glad you had a GREAT Labor Day and I hope we can have hang out time soon.

  2. Your vulnerability in this is beautiful, Shannon. You must fight to be satisfied in the Lord, and also realize that you can't fight in your own ability but only with the ability Christ graciously gives you. And have accountability...have someone ask those hard questions daily. I love this post girl! And those pics are so funnty and brutiful!! Hope you have a GREAT weekend! See you soon. Love.